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no one knows
02:48
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as he stood trial for the first time in his young young life
he had admitted something that he knew had been causing strife
he said i could be gay or i don't know bisexual
no one knows if his choice encounters with men had been sexual
and you know,
no one knows
but him and those men
he had chosen
he had chose a gay man and he took all of his money
and his friends would beat him and then leave him struck by an SUV
as his body lay relieved
of the beating
manslaughter
was the charge
although this boy standing trial did not intend to kill anyone
his lowly tactics of luring and beating gay men was enough
he was convicted of manslaughter and hate crimes as an added charge
his claim he was gay did not affect his trial or the jury
but you know,
no one knows
if he's gay
or is that what trial made him say
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you're never gonna see me again
you're never gonna see me again
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
the last time i saw you we were on a train
accidentally we were on the same plain
i was in shock, i was amazed
you just ran off in a craze
you're never gonna see me again
you're never gonna see me again
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
apparently, i harmed you in some way
but just the thought of you evokes some pain
i had a message i had to relay
you were not strong enough to even stay
you're never gonna see me again
you're never gonna see me again
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
let me write the ending to this play
i will not intentionally chase
the thoughts that will not go away
i will swear that from this day
you're never gonna see me again
you're never gonna see me again
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
avoidance will be paramount
your memories i will have to discount
my love for you i will have to recant
a seed of hate i will plant
you're never gonna see me again
you're never gonna see me again
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
i thought we were friends
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cement presses the sky
as your eyes meet mine
avert your gaze
from my old ways
cos' i lose my mind
and i don't know why
these days i'm filled
with rage that kills
and i don't see how
that's going to win your heart
the rest of your life
has been intertwined with mine
fate says it's so
we can't be so sure
can we?
cos' i lose my mind
and i don't know why
these days i have killed
the blood i have spilled
and i don't see how
that's going to win your heart
hmm hmm hum hum.
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what is it about you that i like?
what is it about you that i like?
your flowing hair in the breeze
your crazy smile to tease
your loving eyes make it easy
i know you wouldn't want to leave me
what is it about you that i like?
what is it about you that i like?
your cupid's laugh decieves
to hug your body relieves
endorphins start to seize
you're just the type to please
just one kiss would breathe insanity
into my life
just one kiss would bring humanity
back into what i write
so i ask again
what is it about you that i like?
what is it about you that i like?
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something inside me cries for you
something inside me wants you to
be part of what's becoming this
becoming something in this mist
i want to steal your man
i want to steal the plans that you've made
you're not gonna be her love slave anymore
rocked to the core
i do believe our love
i see what it's become
will you act out on it
or will i throw a fit
it all comes down to this
it all comes down to a kiss
it all comes down to this
it all comes down to a kiss
i will press on your lips
i will become your bliss
you won't be closeted anymore
you'll ask for more
the stars will shine
your lips on mine
caressing what's
caressing who
you know it's right
so just don't fight
(i can't help it anymore)
our bodies rock
against the clock
i will press on your lips
i will become your bliss
you won't be closeted anymore
you'll ask for more
it all comes down to this
it all comes down to a kiss
it all comes down to this
it all comes down to a kiss
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6. |
she sings to me
02:35
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there is a girl
unlike others
she sings to me oh yea
she is real nice
she is my prize
she sings to me oh yea
she sings to me
she tells her lies
to other guys
when she thinks of me
she goes to school
she is no fool
she studies
she sings to me!
many times i've found love undercovers
things i never thought i would recover
she nurses me
back to glee
when she sings to me oh yea
i can rely
on her reply
when she sings to me oh yea
she sings to me
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7. |
morning sick
02:59
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Morning Sick
am i simply broken
or just a piece of your past
with your words so full of conceit
i can't tell where i am
drink the dust in your cup
as you sit on the ashes and think
in my life, i have made some mistakes
the sky dropped a cylinder
priest aren't supposed to be this way
when feeling first shock
nurses addressing you
reel to reel remembering exactly what i feel
reel to reel remembering exactly what i feel
this time i'm going out nowhere
this time i'm going for a ride
semiotic ushers that can hear the past
with your words so full of conceit
i can't tell where i am
i'm a citizen in this land and i am a man
but i can't make it out alone
this life is coming to a slow
i can't even tell where i can go
semiotic ushes that can hear the past
with your words so full of conceit
i can't tell where i am
this time it's going out the window
everything's gonna change when i get home
everything's gonna change when i get home
everything's gonna change when i get home
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potential
04:19
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think for a moment and let it last
about the ones who've come before that've passed
think for a moment, of how they died
or how they tried to live their lives
potential potential gotta think of what you've got
and how much of it have you sought
limitless unbounding energy
just waiting to be free
it's everchanging with your thoughts
circulating everything you've brought
chorus
potential potential gotta think of what you've got
and how much of it have you sought
bridge
will you follow the leaders of man
or just riding the next scam
you have the potential to shape things
open up your heart and learn to give
final chorus
potential potential gotta think of what you've got
and how much of it have you caught?
potential potential gotta think of what you've got
and how much of it have you sought
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this procedure
02:51
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be true to me
darling please
i won't hurt
agree with me
darling please
i won't hurt
but your nails
will stick
in the dirt
this procedure
will show
what you're worth
nothing to see
keep driving by
i don't need help
shoveling dirt
quickly
is one man's work
but your nails
will stick
in the dirt
and the rest
of you
will follow suit
this procedure
will show
what you're worth
i'm going to be
on tv
after this
people will cry
and i will lie'
while you're dead
this procedure
will show
what you're worth
whether you wanted it
or not
you're given what you got
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blackbird progression
03:05
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the time it takes
to find yourself
is never good enough
the song you make
when your heart breaks
is that which makes you love
no one's going to fight you
if you're down and out
there's every use in mending
walls to form a perfect ending
but everytime i see your face
i'm upset by your unending grace
and everytime i try to erase
i am taken by your embrace
for every heart you break
is another appeal to god
and he is left to love
when you don't have anyone to love
that all i need is your loving caress
when i am in distress
when i feel exhausted
or am aimlessly lost
you don't have to grow strong
find people to carry on
there's people waiting to do your work
and lovers ready to cherish hurt
the many times they fade away
they'll shine on and on and on and on again
they'll shine on
the universe is yours for the taking
don't let them steal it away
it's yours for today
it's yours for today
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soulmate
03:28
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the sleeper dreamer is a juggernaut
because he'll want you
but he sleeps through
all the clocks set for his arise
she's a blessad angel on earth
and i'll cling to her skirts
and follow her to Heaven
with excellent resolve for the furutre
a superman
beyond his fate
will take your hand
become your mate
he's got a plan
he won't make us wait
you know this man
he is your soulmate
making haste taken a dreary road
darkened by gloomy trees
of the forest barely awake
with the dead trees
a superman
beyond his fate
will take your hand
become your mate
he's got a plan
he won't make us wait
you know this man
he is your soulmate
there may be a devilish Indian
behind every tree
if the devil at my elbow
does descend to the depths
of which i exist
i begin to stop existing
for existence is a passing phase
frail logic phenomena
a superman
beyond his fate
will take your hand
become your mate
he's got a plan
he won't make us wait
you know this man
he is your soulmate
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so insecure
03:20
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each day is armed with lies
without you by my side
each day i try to find
what will help me inside
but i'm feeling so insecure
not knowing what is in store for me
and it hurts these lies
we're too preoccupied
with what we see outside
why must we deny
what must enter into our lives
but i'm feeling so insecure
not knowing what is in store for me
stuck in the mud there's no change
love is a concept so strange
but it hurts these feelings
and it hurts these lies
i'll find a better life just tuning out tonight
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pictures of my falling
01:34
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each and every day i see
pictures of my falling
shut my eyes to the world pretending
nothing's wrong with yawning
the early bird will take my heart away
there's nothing left to say
but if you will play a part
in helping me at heart
each and every day i'll not see
pictures of my falling
i'll open my eyes to the world intend to
break all my pretensions
no girl will take my heart away
in light i will remain
inside me, love will stay
it'll stick like a good day
and then each and every day i'll see
pictures of my rising
i'll shut my eyes to the day
be real good and pray
my faith will be my guidance
i will venture forward sightless
and glorious it will be
i will die honestly
and then each and every day i'll see
pictures of my rising
i'll shut my eyes to the day
and be real good and pray
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Monday comes, out i go
staying up late to play the show
Tuesday comes, all is done
i'm not waking, my spine is breaking
yes, I've learned my lesson
believing in regression
never took me anywhere
understanding life's unfair
two weeks later, Sunday
comes around and then Monday
i lie awake in bed
stalling thinking work is death
something's wrong i'm wasting my breath
yes, I've learned my lesson
believing in regression
never took me anywhere
understanding life is fair
i got what i deserve by not taking care
staying in my underwear
now that i've got my grade, i see
what doing wrong has gotten me
yes, I've learned my lesson
believing in regression
never took me anywhere
understanding life is fair
yes, I've learned my lesson
believing in regression
never took me anywhere
understanding life is fair
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blueberryseason Gainesville, Florida
blueberryseason is composed of a sole songwriter alongside various collaborators. Arthur Manuel Medrano (blueberryseason) has been home recording, performing and busking since 2006.
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