Hume's Problem

by blueberryseason

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***ALBUM #1*** Written and recorded in 2006, blueberryseason presents his first album which deals with lost love and the poetry and imagery which helped him carry on through becoming who he sought to be. The album reveals a sampling of his wit and humor, but also the poetic voice that slowly arose from the ashes of a disastrous coming of age.

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released May 30, 2007

written, recorded and produced by Arthur Medrano in his bedroom

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blueberryseason New York, New York

blueberryseason is composed of a sole member - Arthur Medrano. He has been home recording, performing and busking since 2006. Inspired by the poetry that he reads and writes, he crafts songs with a literary edge that are both heart-rending and inspiring. ... more

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Track Name: vomiting feels like sunshine
when you take an overdose
the smell, the shape, the taste
the compound becomes lodged in the synapses

a sickly feeling in your body
the brain is brushed by enduring paint

food will become repulsive
sleep is a bad idea
you may become tired
time to leave without fear

a sickly feeling in your body
the brain is brushed by enduring paint

I took a fork and I bit into it
it made me feel real nauseous
although it was really good
it tasted like pancakes and Heineken

one less suggestion for my body
no crippling of the senses
when vomiting feels like sunshine
you'll be waiting just to break
Track Name: black material
your eyes are blinded at this present
your mind is binded to the past
your mystery eyes
and beautiful lies
disguise the inside

your love, crashes into my soul
our egos start to explode
our lives seems like a lie

empty kisses
in a bottle
could never save me
from walking the plank
this last kiss
is for starving kids
in Africa, who need love

and my love has gone by the fair docks
my love has gone by the fair docks
i feel like you should be awake this time

to slip me
a rufi
and fuck me
and call me Susy
kill me Sarah
with yr quarter
from fairy tale land
and love happily ever after

this is impossible
my love has gone by the fair docks
i feel like you should be awake this time

our egos crash into our souls
our mothers crafting our molds
into a future
that doesn't care
if we live or die

you moved in me
your eyes had crossed your soul
and it started to bleed
oh oh oh oh
my meteor crash down on kiss
oh oh oh oh black material
Track Name: waiting for my heart to come
I am waiting for my heart to come
doctors banging it on double drums
I had thought they had cymbals
they had stolen from the monkeys

how
does it feel when i'm around?
ohh
and i'm making babies now

I am waiting for my love to bleed
from the source that is most leaky
caught again on a barbed wire fence
fending off all the bunnies

i never was around
i didn't make that god damned sound

i am waiting for my love to come
she has gone far from where i am
and she probably hates my guts
but i am not who she thinks i am

i am waiting for my love to come
it seems that it is all gone
so please say a prayer
for all our long lost young
Track Name: some sad state
oh what am i?
am i blest or am i cursed
oh my oh my
seems i've fallen by the wayside
and all the golden pearls hold our lies

some sad state
never goes away

the planes are fallen
so's the sky
the love still pourin
out my eyes
feels sublime
lips pucker up
and i'm alive

some sad state
never goes away

when we were both young
weren't we imbibed
by the sweet smell
that revived
parts of us bled deep
with melancholy(pr ie)
and cholera of love
here is our new contagion
our own faction
gone to please
all the liars
those who pray for World War III
mucking up our sight
stick to us like plight
all the liars they've arrived

rue this day
never goes away

and we ask for
some release
so sweet
so sweet
without a prayer
or magic beans
or love
to ease the pain
Track Name: paradii
so i'm no good
in yr eyes
seems i've fallen from paradise
i'm waiting here to take off
my devil's disguise
i'm meaning well
but does not compute
been betrayed but
i've got no proof
we're waiting here just to feel out our demise

where we going?
what're we coming to?
griefer times are coming
we're fallin too

where was that spell
that i had devised
it worked real well
til' time realized
that all was gone
without a shadow of a doubt

where we going?
what're we coming to?
griefer times are coming
we're fallin to

so i'm no good
in yr eyes
seems i've fallen from paradise
i'm waiting here to take off
my devil's disguise

dynamic chord change/melody shift
consciousness beckons
reality to
implode across canvases
and bleed blue

another set back
another broken tie
our chest is full
with broke and dirty lies
we're waiting for
our ride to paradii

stark raving mad
scatterbrained and dye
screaming how was this plan derided
we're gaining mass
and the black hole
tears out our eyes

fucked on the gravel
marked with bruise
another anvil
falls on you.
Track Name: impossible to resist
yr eyes crossed
can you feel it come to me
yr love is lost
can't you see
the one you want
has gone real far away
from where you wanted it to be

you feel lost
and you're breaking with the sea
the waves crash
without release
we fall away
from all the things we've seen
and wanted to be

and we all
fall down
sometimes
and we'll all
rise up
someday
i hope it comes real soon
how bout' today

dynamic chord progression/melody shift
sometimes it's impossible to resist
the way our eyes meet
and then we kiss
how i could make you smile then sad
and love all the things that are bad
we seem to think
we're bald and bland

distracted masterpieces
could never save me
from hazards of causality
your breast on my lip
nipples locked on tips
we're drunk and rambling
and it's well worth the risk

i could never
fall away
from you/ my love too strong
to keep me
from you/ our lives will fade
in time / but for now
you make my heartbeat quiver / and time stop /
time quakes
when we kiss / and our love
derides reality
i could never
fall away
from you / you would never
leave me blue / the only game is
i love you
Track Name: shock to revive
i got lost in your eyes
my whole world was bleeding
and you shined
when we kissed
reality collided
it seemed to implode
and we survived
i am not a fiction
i will not be denied
i'm a real person
i try not to lie

seems i've been derided
from the source
that once gave me
the magic that once filled me
has gone to its grave
my lung you have punctured
the bloody road is paved

i am not a number
i break all the tides
the rules are just a fiction
of a man gone blind

a shock to revive
a love that died
defibrillated casket
like voodoo come on arise
a common place without a name

the drooling dog is done
he's rife with waste
hieroglyphic deathbed
Egyptian fucking meds
Track Name: honeydew
all over it
all over it
all over it

cos' i was
born open
born open
born open
i will step up shut
spoken word has warped my world
i will step up shut

the whole world is screaming
they're all screaming
they're all screaming
all they want is love

where has my love gone
it seems we've fallen from
the places we've loved
i don't think we'll keep in touch

you were my lover
for two years
6 months of misery
honeydew
come back to me

this rain is for you
the midnight in June
and there's full moon
the werewolf is blue
he's coming for you
still confused
Track Name: shattered glass
don't step on the past
there's nothing but shards of broken glass
we sang songs of mourning
we sang songs of exaltation
stumbled onto broken path
there was held our photographs
we pitched high
and we pitched low
neither path had held flow
so we found our masked man
he was bound - tied and gagged
we had freed poor poor man
he had gave us all the plan
don't step on the past
there's nothing but shards
and broken glass
Track Name: i.e. the body
oh lord what
must i do
where do i turn

now that i've turned
my back to you
things are getting strange
and difficult
i could never win
without a miracle
seems it's time to fade

if this was all
you promised me
some false hope

through divinity cat down
in bitter dulling crutch
i'd hope i never found you
seems we're going too fast
and we're gonna fade
everything turns grey

you will see
that you were wrong again
the place to be
the statue that survived the nuke
i.e. the body
can only sense
what comes from the imagination
what comes from the imagination
what comes from...
Track Name: keep me blue
all i get
is drunken misery
oh yea
oh yea

i oh i
had the time
to develop
mental illnesses

keep me heartache
keep me blue
i promise i won't leave you
i can't stop singing all the lies
caught up in our faces
be my little muraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

you're like as spine ache
all you do
is sap my strength

keep me heartache
keep me blue
you promised that you'd love me
keep me heartache
keep me blue
you promised that you'd leave him
keep me heartache
keep me blue
you promised
didn't you?

said i have ghosts
i think she said
all the things
she needed
time passed and she wasn't there
exactly where i needed
but i
i won't cry
stick my fingers in my eyes

the first psychologist i'd ever seen
was the meanest man
well not real mean
he said the first question is this:
are you gay?
what's that shit?
but i
i won't lie
he was an ass
and i'm
i am bi