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Live @ Richito's

by blueberryseason

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1.
Cut 03:40
We've been traveling for years One is sad, always sad You've been fueling my tears One is mad, always mad Now I'm left to suck On your fancies of flight Hysterical divisions Of youth and wealth While I ponder How to escape The doom you bring Like a cut That will not clot you Bleed til' I give in Now I'm left to suck On your fancies of flight Hysterical divisions Of youth and wealth While I ponder How to escape The doom you bring Like a cut That will not clot you Bleed til' I give in ~instrumental~ We've been traveling for years One is sad, always sad You've been fueling my tears One is mad, always mad
2.
I never wanted you You never had a clue From the first day You were, my skin But if you immolate my skin I'll have no recourse but to Douse myself again This gasoline will burn fast Bringing up all of my Ghosts of selves again You're giving me the go ahead Symbology starts to topple (overhead) I thought I was alive for this And then I found out (I was dead) But if you immolate my skin I'll have no recourse but to Douse myself again This gasoline will burn fast Bringing up all of my Ghosts of selves again (aahhh, ooohhh) I thought I lived here Then I hear him calling
3.
Sunshadow, you are my all Feel the rain and Feel the fog Sweet drifter, you have a call She's inviting you To come back home When the sun and the rain meet Will you come crawling back? With your arms outstretched waving Will you run to your home? Sweet flower, unfurling hope You blow hard through this window I'll catch you, before you go But her lips curl, you no longer glow When the sun and the rain meet Will you come crawling back? With your arms outstretched waving Will you run to your home? Will you run to your home? Will you run to your home? Sunshadow I fear for you Asleep all day you find yourself in puddles Sunshadow I fear for you Asleep all night you find yourself in gutters Sunshadow I fear for you Asleep all day you find yourself in puddles Sunshadow I fear for you Asleep all night you find yourself in gutters
4.
I've been waiting for you To invite me over I've been talking to you Seems like years All this time been displaced Growing older All my fingers grow dull from lacking your touch You're asking me you want some love I'd rather cry myself to sleep You're asking me you want some love I'd rather cry myself to sleep You keep pushing me back To our beginning Before I ever laid Out compliments Before I ever tried Understanding You don't even laugh at my jokes You're asking me you want some love I'd rather cry myself to sleep You're asking me you want some love I'd rather cry myself to sleep Waking up and I'm not living Slipping out to catch some Zzz's Tripping out on seamless loving Tripping out on LSD
5.
Only You 03:41
I am sorry to break your heart But we have to be apart All this evil surrounds me I don't want a part of it Of all the things I'd rather do I'd rather be in love with you Of all the things I'd rather see I'd rather see them all with you Only you... only you... only you... only you I have given up your light Dead man walking given right? I don't need a populace I'm the whore in all of this Walk away but know that I Of all the things I'd rather do I'd rather be in love with you Of all the things I'd rather see I'd rather see them all with you Only you... only you... only you... only you I don't expect you to forget what I have done But I have hurt you before ever being loved I am responsible for sinking our ship No words can fix this, I am shit. Of all the things I'd rather do I'd rather be in love with you Of all the things I'd rather see I'd rather see them all with you Only you... only you... only you... only you
6.
Like machines, we give off steam With every exhalation And the droughts from the clouds And the acid tinged in our veins I can't save you from the rain I can't save you from your brain There's the toxin we appropriate For love's own sake I believed that our fate Would keep up in embrace I can't save you from the rain I can't save you from your brain I can't be there to hold your hand If I'm with you then I'm damned Then we feel the potency of entrancing dreams The small miracles you've produced for me Knife to the skin, you've made me bleed A defeated alorigthmic disease I will never want you near. Yes, I'll dance with your fears I will only bring you pain You will drive me insane, insane I can't save you from the rain I can't save you from your brain I can't be there to hold your hand If I'm with you then I'm damned
7.
Whoever Said 04:21
He's falling in the gym She's finding out again He's drinking away and drinking away His gin He's drinking away and drinking away His gin You fall You're happy You fall You're healthy You fall She wants me You fall, with all Whoever said, you wanted To live You want me To live You wanted To live, again Beside all the men Who complicate things She's taking away And drinking away His gin She's taking away And drinking away His gin You fall Unhappy You fall Unhealthy You fall She needs me To call, with all Whoever said you wanted To live Beside them who won't Believe you at all You fall You'll never see The ills that she breathed Impatient with me Controlling with me She'll want you She'll need me For you You'll never be The portrait she wants To live in D'ya want To live there? D'ya want To die? Here is a knife.
8.
Pouring Rain 05:32
Stay away from the sun When it matters I've been dying to recall your bliss I've been dying to record it And now, it falls right out Always slipping with the mercury And your vice grips around my neck Oh how, it falls right out Cos' you, and I Reside worlds apart And though, we try We can't decide Should we go into the acid rain Absorbing fragments of our own decay Oh how, we'll waltz right out Should we go up to the aqueduct Or stop to kiss out in front Oh how, we'll waltz right out Cos' you, and I Reside worlds apart And though, we try We can't decide ~instrumental~ Cos' you, and I Reside worlds apart And though, we try We can't decide Stay away from the sun When it matters
9.
Wrong Girl 04:05
I've got the wrong girl On my mind As long as she's in my heart I'm doing time I look her up, down to her eyes I look her up, down to her eyes She flirts with me contagiously Moves the mountains, brushes the trees I look her up, down to her eyes I look her up, down to her eyes I check out all of those awful lies She told me once, she looked at me But she had never seen my being She looked right through me Her lips, (ellipse), a hidden dream You've banished from my mind but left a seed And everytime I think, you deceive You make me crave the viciousness of life I put you on a pedestal you hide You've rambled on without a single word You've bled obtuse you've fragmented my world Your sighs are delicate, your screams are harsh And in this vision, you are just a spark I look her up, down to her eyes I look her up, down to her eyes Missing her is the best entice Loving her is the bed of ice Missing her is the best entice Loving her is the bed of ice
10.
Paper Chase 03:27
The pygmies all revolve around the dollar bill Oh, it's impossible to taste Selling us a lie about our happiness As it becomes a paper chase We're commodified as consumers And told we need to waste Selling use a wasteland of distaste We're taught to deny emotions And embrace material trades Selling off our dignity for pennies I don't really ever want to participate But we are born into this race Spitting out gems of insight through fruitless communicae Living still is more than realization We're commodified as consumers And told we need to waste Selling use a wasteland of distaste We're taught to deny emotions And embrace material trades Selling off our dignity for pennies But when we awake, we are taken from this place Can we ever return to being a creature of wonder? But when we are drawn from existence to a fraud Can we ever return to living naivety? But when we awake, we are taken from this place Can we ever return to being a creature of wonder? But when we are drawn from existence to a fraud Can we ever return to living naivety?
11.
Minotaur 04:07
I am the alphabet Screaming out your name You are the letters falling into place It's all the same Everyone's insane It's all the same We've been waiting for your words to break the mold You are the labyrinth honey, everyday And the mazes to you keep us separate It's all the same Everyone's insane It's all the same We've been waiting for your words to break the mold, ooh ooh Oh, Minotaur, break the mold, ooh ooh, Oh Minotaur, Minotaur Through the channels that we navigate I surrender to you, you're my surrogate Oh, oh, Minotaur Oh, oh, Minotaur oh Oh, oh, Minotaur Oh, oh, Minotaur oh Take me out of your crazy Leave me out of your place Can we ever be - ever be replaced? Minotaur
12.
there are no angels in this hollow sky here's my unrepentant demise and who will be there to catch me when i die i look at the grave, i fall inside the flowers have turned to black, i pray for rain the garden is closed, they sleep ashamed not knowing that their beauty brings such disdain so many flowers, not one name there's nothing in this world worth remembering everything is cold and ever-ending the beaten path of hell is trodden on flames are rising up where i belong the flowers have turned to black, i pray for rain the garden is closed, they sleep ashamed not knowing that their beauty brings such disdain so many flowers, not one name before a flower can bloom is has to grow nothing i can do could make you go the power you've assumed in my mind you've left me with my heart unkind
13.
Burn Out 03:19
I hear voices from heaven I hear voices from hell I wake up each morning What story could I tell? My god is my temple My sheets have caught fire I try to fend off the devil but my arms are just tired And I don't know what I'm doing, I'm on burn out And I don't know what I'm doing I'm on burn out Even water doesn't know That I'm only a man But I fill a bucket or two Whenever I can When the music is just right I make a stand But the melody slipping right through my hands Cylinders are running free I'm forgetting to be me His company He's the man who sits in when my Shadow leaves I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out, I'm on burn out
14.
Urbane Folly 04:18
Calling me out on my folly, folly, folly, folly Asking me out on a trolley, trolley, trolley, trolley Forget it, I'll go outside and piss Calling me out on my bullshit, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it Telling her I l love it, love it, love it Forget it, I'll go outside, and piss They're calling me the same man again For wanting to be a part from you They're calling me the same man again For wanting to be a part of you Better give it up, better give it up, I'm going out alone Telling me I am forgiven, given, given, given For bringing up past matters, matters, matters, matters I've wasted your space, I've given up on my face Meeting you on a sliver of fruited leather, telling me I'm not a given, a given, a given, given Wasted your space, given up on my face Did you ask the woman to lift you back up? Did the man leave you standing up? Now I'm on the floor, now I'm on the ground, man you gotta think I knew nothing I knew no alibis I'm drawn back to nothing with you Who the fuck had a clue? I'm melting on the sidewalk without you... The drunken days inebriate You asking me for me proof of more violent tunes Churning out more reverent foals Who drug me out the backdoor without proof? You said it was me.

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released November 16, 2019

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blueberryseason Gainesville, Florida

blueberryseason is composed of a sole songwriter alongside various collaborators. Arthur Manuel Medrano (blueberryseason) has been home recording, performing and busking since 2006.

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