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Tricky

by blueberryseason

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no one knows 02:48
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as he stood trial for the first time in his young young life he had admitted something that he knew had been causing strife he said i could be gay or i don't know bisexual no one knows if his choice encounters with men had been sexual and you know, no one knows but him and those men he had chosen he had chose a gay man and he took all of his money and his friends would beat him and then leave him struck by an SUV as his body lay relieved of the beating manslaughter was the charge although this boy standing trial did not intend to kill anyone his lowly tactics of luring and beating gay men was enough he was convicted of manslaughter and hate crimes as an added charge his claim he was gay did not affect his trial or the jury but you know, no one knows if he's gay or is that what trial made him say
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i thought we were friends 03:14
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you're never gonna see me again you're never gonna see me again i thought we were friends i thought we were friends the last time i saw you we were on a train accidentally we were on the same plain i was in shock, i was amazed you just ran off in a craze you're never gonna see me again you're never gonna see me again i thought we were friends i thought we were friends apparently, i harmed you in some way but just the thought of you evokes some pain i had a message i had to relay you were not strong enough to even stay you're never gonna see me again you're never gonna see me again i thought we were friends i thought we were friends let me write the ending to this play i will not intentionally chase the thoughts that will not go away i will swear that from this day you're never gonna see me again you're never gonna see me again i thought we were friends i thought we were friends avoidance will be paramount your memories i will have to discount my love for you i will have to recant a seed of hate i will plant you're never gonna see me again you're never gonna see me again i thought we were friends i thought we were friends i thought we were friends i thought we were friends
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that's going to win your heart 01:45
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cement presses the sky as your eyes meet mine avert your gaze from my old ways cos' i lose my mind and i don't know why these days i'm filled with rage that kills and i don't see how that's going to win your heart the rest of your life has been intertwined with mine fate says it's so we can't be so sure can we? cos' i lose my mind and i don't know why these days i have killed the blood i have spilled and i don't see how that's going to win your heart hmm hmm hum hum.
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what is it about you that i like 04:06
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what is it about you that i like? what is it about you that i like? your flowing hair in the breeze your crazy smile to tease your loving eyes make it easy i know you wouldn't want to leave me what is it about you that i like? what is it about you that i like? your cupid's laugh decieves to hug your body relieves endorphins start to seize you're just the type to please just one kiss would breathe insanity into my life just one kiss would bring humanity back into what i write so i ask again what is it about you that i like? what is it about you that i like?
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it all comes down to this 03:22
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something inside me cries for you something inside me wants you to be part of what's becoming this becoming something in this mist i want to steal your man i want to steal the plans that you've made you're not gonna be her love slave anymore rocked to the core i do believe our love i see what it's become will you act out on it or will i throw a fit it all comes down to this it all comes down to a kiss it all comes down to this it all comes down to a kiss i will press on your lips i will become your bliss you won't be closeted anymore you'll ask for more the stars will shine your lips on mine caressing what's caressing who you know it's right so just don't fight (i can't help it anymore) our bodies rock against the clock i will press on your lips i will become your bliss you won't be closeted anymore you'll ask for more it all comes down to this it all comes down to a kiss it all comes down to this it all comes down to a kiss
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she sings to me 02:35
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there is a girl unlike others she sings to me oh yea she is real nice she is my prize she sings to me oh yea she sings to me she tells her lies to other guys when she thinks of me she goes to school she is no fool she studies she sings to me! many times i've found love undercovers things i never thought i would recover she nurses me back to glee when she sings to me oh yea i can rely on her reply when she sings to me oh yea she sings to me
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morning sick 02:59
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Morning Sick am i simply broken or just a piece of your past with your words so full of conceit i can't tell where i am drink the dust in your cup as you sit on the ashes and think in my life, i have made some mistakes the sky dropped a cylinder priest aren't supposed to be this way when feeling first shock nurses addressing you reel to reel remembering exactly what i feel reel to reel remembering exactly what i feel this time i'm going out nowhere this time i'm going for a ride semiotic ushers that can hear the past with your words so full of conceit i can't tell where i am i'm a citizen in this land and i am a man but i can't make it out alone this life is coming to a slow i can't even tell where i can go semiotic ushes that can hear the past with your words so full of conceit i can't tell where i am this time it's going out the window everything's gonna change when i get home everything's gonna change when i get home everything's gonna change when i get home
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potential 04:19
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think for a moment and let it last about the ones who've come before that've passed think for a moment, of how they died or how they tried to live their lives potential potential gotta think of what you've got and how much of it have you sought limitless unbounding energy just waiting to be free it's everchanging with your thoughts circulating everything you've brought chorus potential potential gotta think of what you've got and how much of it have you sought bridge will you follow the leaders of man or just riding the next scam you have the potential to shape things open up your heart and learn to give final chorus potential potential gotta think of what you've got and how much of it have you caught? potential potential gotta think of what you've got and how much of it have you sought
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this procedure 02:51
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be true to me darling please i won't hurt agree with me darling please i won't hurt but your nails will stick in the dirt this procedure will show what you're worth nothing to see keep driving by i don't need help shoveling dirt quickly is one man's work but your nails will stick in the dirt and the rest of you will follow suit this procedure will show what you're worth i'm going to be on tv after this people will cry and i will lie' while you're dead this procedure will show what you're worth whether you wanted it or not you're given what you got
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blackbird progression 03:05
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the time it takes to find yourself is never good enough the song you make when your heart breaks is that which makes you love no one's going to fight you if you're down and out there's every use in mending walls to form a perfect ending but everytime i see your face i'm upset by your unending grace and everytime i try to erase i am taken by your embrace for every heart you break is another appeal to god and he is left to love when you don't have anyone to love that all i need is your loving caress when i am in distress when i feel exhausted or am aimlessly lost you don't have to grow strong find people to carry on there's people waiting to do your work and lovers ready to cherish hurt the many times they fade away they'll shine on and on and on and on again they'll shine on the universe is yours for the taking don't let them steal it away it's yours for today it's yours for today
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soulmate 03:28
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the sleeper dreamer is a juggernaut because he'll want you but he sleeps through all the clocks set for his arise she's a blessad angel on earth and i'll cling to her skirts and follow her to Heaven with excellent resolve for the furutre a superman beyond his fate will take your hand become your mate he's got a plan he won't make us wait you know this man he is your soulmate making haste taken a dreary road darkened by gloomy trees of the forest barely awake with the dead trees a superman beyond his fate will take your hand become your mate he's got a plan he won't make us wait you know this man he is your soulmate there may be a devilish Indian behind every tree if the devil at my elbow does descend to the depths of which i exist i begin to stop existing for existence is a passing phase frail logic phenomena a superman beyond his fate will take your hand become your mate he's got a plan he won't make us wait you know this man he is your soulmate
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so insecure 03:20
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each day is armed with lies without you by my side each day i try to find what will help me inside but i'm feeling so insecure not knowing what is in store for me and it hurts these lies we're too preoccupied with what we see outside why must we deny what must enter into our lives but i'm feeling so insecure not knowing what is in store for me stuck in the mud there's no change love is a concept so strange but it hurts these feelings and it hurts these lies i'll find a better life just tuning out tonight
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pictures of my falling 01:34
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each and every day i see pictures of my falling shut my eyes to the world pretending nothing's wrong with yawning the early bird will take my heart away there's nothing left to say but if you will play a part in helping me at heart each and every day i'll not see pictures of my falling i'll open my eyes to the world intend to break all my pretensions no girl will take my heart away in light i will remain inside me, love will stay it'll stick like a good day and then each and every day i'll see pictures of my rising i'll shut my eyes to the day be real good and pray my faith will be my guidance i will venture forward sightless and glorious it will be i will die honestly and then each and every day i'll see pictures of my rising i'll shut my eyes to the day and be real good and pray
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yes, i've learned my lesson 01:43
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Monday comes, out i go staying up late to play the show Tuesday comes, all is done i'm not waking, my spine is breaking yes, I've learned my lesson believing in regression never took me anywhere understanding life's unfair two weeks later, Sunday comes around and then Monday i lie awake in bed stalling thinking work is death something's wrong i'm wasting my breath yes, I've learned my lesson believing in regression never took me anywhere understanding life is fair i got what i deserve by not taking care staying in my underwear now that i've got my grade, i see what doing wrong has gotten me yes, I've learned my lesson believing in regression never took me anywhere understanding life is fair yes, I've learned my lesson believing in regression never took me anywhere understanding life is fair

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Clumsily played, clumsily written, clumsily recorded. Whimsical yet serious, this was my first submission to February 2009's album writing month. Looking back, progress was made towards becoming an artist and it meant forgetting everything you thought you knew about songwriting and becoming who you were supposed to become. ALBUM #5

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released March 1, 2009

written, recorded and produced by Arthur Medrano in his bedroom

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blueberryseason Gainesville, Florida

blueberryseason is composed of a sole songwriter alongside various collaborators. Arthur Manuel Medrano (blueberryseason) has been home recording, performing and busking since 2006.

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